Another hurdle...

Some days just seem to fly by while othersjust drag on...

With this deployment halfway done days are going to run into each other no matter what... It's just what happens...

I noticed a change in Abigail.. Now at first I didn't think much of it. Until I reported it to her doctors and then we were told to take her straight to the ER.

To find that they strongly suspect that she has Pyloric Stenosis... I have heard of this condition many times... From mainly friends and from what I can find online and from the docs it mainly happens in first born males.. Now 1 Abigail is number 4 and she is not a male...

To find out that she may need surgery is heartbreaking... We have to go back to Children's hospital to run more tests and find out if for sure she has it... If she does than she will be having surgery soon. We have to truy and reverse the damage that has been done....

These are the days where I question alot of things and where I throw my hands up and ask "why!". I understand that everyone thinks im amazing and strong... Truth is im just human.. I make mistakes, I swear sometimes... I eat chocolate when I should be eating a salad...

I want so badly for the doctors to be wrong in hopes that she just has the flu... Because I don't want to think about another doctor and another OR and post op appointments and lab dreaws.. And being away from her for any amount of time...